Luke's misplaced thoughts

[banned]

if the lack of intrinsic meaning to life is why every meaning making activity fails, then why doesn't a lack of ethical / intrinsic value mean nothing has value? hmm

[RUBBISH]

if the lack of intrinsic meaning to life is why every meaning making activity fails, then why doesn't a lack of ethical / intrinsic value mean nothing has value? hmm

Smoking cigarettes and yelling at 3am is not meaning making activity.

[banned]

if the lack of intrinsic meaning to life is why every meaning making activity fails, then why doesn't a lack of ethical / intrinsic value mean nothing has value? hmm

Smoking cigarettes and yelling at 3am is not meaning making activity.

ha tell that to my ash tray

off to Oxford again. 3 hour bus ride

[banned]

I remember my first year back at uni there was a guy wo had fallen under a bus. he wasn't paralysed, and not in a wheelchair, but it had really fucked him over. I told him I nearly threw myself under one "yeah don't do that"

I forget his name.

[banned]

I complain, but then you never hear diss tracks of schizophrenics. why would you bother, we're quite quiet people haha

[banned]

mental illness only exists in mental hospitals... funny that.

[banned]

my neighbours a dickhead. keeps playing loud music after complaining about mine and potentially having me thrown out of my home of 9 years. yes, it was late, but there's no sense of reciprocity and / or self awareness with people like that. the sorta guy that likes to ruin other people's day / life cos you didn't join in his hatred of the last person that wound him up.

really pietty, and yet also really calculated.

[NoiseWiki]

mental illness only exists in mental hospitals... funny that.

Too bad that's not true

[RUBBISH]

mental illness only exists in mental hospitals... funny that.

Too bad that's not true

What I find odd is how in China anorexia was never an issue until very recently. Granted China has suffered near uncountable famines in its history but in the last 50 years or so has been relatively stable in that respect and now they have anorexics.
I've read the reasoning being that its 'an imported illness from western culture' but I'm thinking thats not fully the reason. I'm thinking actually having a stable food supply could be part of the issue and that rock n roll and blue jeans is maybe just a tiny part of the problem...oh and that humans are inherently kind of fucked up is a large factor in this.

I'm pretty sure I've heard historical stories of Chinese people purposely starving themselves to death for whatever reasons so...yeah...I dunno.

[RUBBISH]

my neighbours a dickhead. keeps playing loud music after complaining about mine and potentially having me thrown out of my home of 9 years. yes, it was late, but there's no sense of reciprocity and / or self awareness with people like that. the sorta guy that likes to ruin other people's day / life cos you didn't join in his hatred of the last person that wound him up.

really pietty, and yet also really calculated.

Document the times he does this.

Maybe start playing the same songs he plays really loud at different times and see what happens...as painful as that may be.

I should be asleep right now.